Im waiting for something really important in my life.  Its supposed to change the way I live and lead me into a new direction in my career.  They gave me until Friday (11 November 2005) and said that a decision would be reached after.   Its been four days since, and not a word from them.  Although I do understand that it might take a while, but the wait is really killing me.  I constantly get chest pains thinking about it.  It hurts so much! Makes me think about my wife and son, and the kind of life it could give to them.  Im sorry!  I wish I could do more!  Im still praying that the good news will come soon.  I just hope it does.  The pain is still here.  It still hurts!   :(

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